Sunday, December 05, 2004

" Dear Friend, VI ( C'est La Vie ) "

Dear Friend,


You are right:
"This is LIFE, this is how it is supposed to be (supposedly) and we just have to figure out how to move on with our lives and do what we think is best! And try to be the best of what we can and are given."

And also, I have come to believe that there is a divine meaning behind all these games of destiny.
I am neither mad at God nor suffer from any loss any more. At least I do my best.
Because I believe there is someone, somewhere, who is the kindest. (He is the kindness itself.) And he knows the best for us.
So, naturally, his choices are the best.

What we have to do is only: "try to understand the meaning of these choices".
And also as you said:
"If you let yourself go and if you make yourself free from any minor attachments you have and if you think freely and deeply about what you want from life and from your love and what you want to give to life and to your love purely, u would do it and you would be happy and satisfied."

"So, what is all this pain in your writings?" you might ask.
And my answer is:
"I didn't write them just yesterday.
They are the footprints I have left behind.
Not to forget where I came from, and what I went through.
To find my way back home when it's time.

And that's why everyone should write.

You can't deny your past. You can't run away from it.
It has been your "present" some time ago.
And it's always here.
Around you.
Inside you.
It's what shapes you up.
It's you yourself.
Like it or not.

You have to face it.
Accept it.
Analyze it.
Understand it.
Live it out in your present.
And use it for the best future.

That's what I'm trying to do.
At least, I hope so.

1 comments:

masooma said...

dear ali,
sometimes it becomes very difficult when it comes to improving ur self.....but lookin back at the past reminds u of our deficiencies.but at times this past is very painful.......specialy when wev had failures n losses.
but its our own image.n we have to accept it.thats the only way we can shape our future...
for hw long will we run away from it?????????